Gimme Some Spirit

by moonlurk

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1.
hello again its been a while how long ago did i last see you i wish we could talk more or talk at all maybe then i wouldn't feel so hopeless i miss you separated by a mirror i love you no matter how far away you seem to me nothing i say will be good enough nothing i do will help me reach you all of the time i spend here locked inside nothing productive nothing new i miss you separated by a mirror i love you no matter how far away you seem to me before the fall your skin was cold now that im broken you’re there for me ill get to be you one day for now i am stuck here being me i miss you separated by car windows i love you no matter how far away you seem to me you cant exist youre what i want you cant exist what i want is impossible i miss you separated by my fears i love you no matter how far away you seem to me i miss you i want to be you i miss you fuck it i hate myself i miss you separated by a leap i love you no matter how far away you seem to me when everythings quiet and We’re alone when im feeling crushed by concrete clouds youre always there with your lovely words you say keep it up you say ----- ---- ------
2.
magnus 03:49
feathers falling in the rain bullets crushed between my teeth i cant take it anymore why couldnt i just let this be roses dying in the rain dirt is halfway up the door these words arent making any sense i cant take it anymore feathers falling in the rain bullets crushed between my teeth (day by day and week by week) i cant take it anymore why couldnt i just let this be (youre not the you that you can be) roses dying in the rain dirt is halfway up the door (you know this is what your friends are for) these words arent making any sense i cant take it anymore (we’re here when you say you cant take it anymore)
3.
i dont know why i came here ive gotta find a way out i can tell these people are saying i dont want to be around her all i needs the sound of reassurance instead of the noise thats here all i need is your smile to remind me why im here their gazes, the pressure why would you want me here stuck hiding in the bathroom waiting for this to end as time scrapes along time scrapes along
4.
hymn 05:07
in the numbing void was lost in empty space we were star crossed lovers when i saw your face eyes like constellations, your inhuman grace pull me through the darkness, into your embrace erosion of our memories, nullifying thoughts eruptions of emotion. flowers in the rocks time is crumbling down as we reach for the stars then we both evolved when i was in your arms now i know, now i know now i know, i need you now i know, now i know now i know, i need you they told me to get real and just escape the clouds it was all my fault had love with no way out as the days get colder my mind begins to fade but i know i love you every single day now i know, now i know now i know, i need you now i know, now i know now i know, i need you when im in the cold its hard to feel alive never ending cycles, never feeling right when i feel your heartbeat, space belongs to me thats because i know that you're my everything
5.
five months 05:09
sleep deprived anxiety fueling me (ice age coming) reading on shady websites how to breathe (terrifying) don’t have long to go before its done (everywhere its) dont have anywhere to go until its done (anywhere) five months left til im gone five months without anyone five months on the beach without you five months to learn to live without you trying to find a way around the truth (just be honest, dont be honest) trying to learn a way to enjoy my self worth (can’t be honest) though we just get fed to wild dogs (gnashing teeth their) take it day by day, get through it all (only got you’ve)
6.
remember the days when your dad used to say we wouldnt make it out alive i still know how to breathe you know how to make me feel complete remember the dusks when we’d go for a walk because we thought the night was young always happily lost falling through the dust so i i just cant take it the words we will not say the sun and moon in the sky today and i i think im breaking we believe believing is art the smoke on your lips, the breeze in my heart i never knew it was never enough to say things that i never meant you’re all that i want to be is there any reason you can believe me now? the flood lights were bright on the warm summer night where my head was in your lap you’re were all i needed you’re still all i need so i i think ill take it the words i want to say the sun and the moon in your arms today and my love my heart is breaking we believe believing is art the smoke on your lips, the breeze in my heart
7.
five seconds 01:09
8.
be worried 03:15
do you ever trust your own advice? do you ever feel you’re just pretending to be nice? i know you feel so out of place i know you should be gone, you should be gone you should be worried i know your lyrics feel contrived i know its hard for you to enjoy being alive running out of time running out of breath try not to think so hard about impending death but be worried do yourself a favor and believe in what you tell yourself i need to fall in love so i dont drift in pain do yourself a favor and believe in what you tell yourself i need to fall in love so i dont drift in pain be worried
9.
hollow voice 03:42
hollow voice, hollow voice speak to me hollow voice, hollow voice you have no idea and you can sleep all you want but it wont be enough and you can dream all you want but wont be enough it wont be enough wont be enough you can be lonely if you want you can sleep in if you really want you can hide here if you want you can hide here if you really want
10.
oh my love i love you so how much of this can we pull through oh my love my lovely love how many times can i fit love in 1 verse cause ive been feeling unhappy ive been feeling strange like a torn out flower in a garden of graves but youre there for me oh my love you make me want to die burn me alive in your arms tonight oh my love you keep me alive forget what i said about wanting to die cause ive been feeling unhappy ive been feeling strange like a torn out flower in a garden of graves but youre there for me youre there for me i love you i promise i promise

about

music i made over the course of 2021

this album is a reflection of my mindstate during a period of change.

recorded between feb. 2021 and july 2021.

special thank you to niall, eileen, jamie, rigby, and luca and the boys, as well as all my other family and friends im not mentioning by name for helping me through this period of my life

another special thank you to the members of Spoon, Car Seat Headrest, Goth Lipstick, Jordaan Mason & the Horse Museum, Glass Beach, Cottonwood Firing Squad and many others for all your wonderful, inspiring art.

another another special thank you to you for listening to this project

i hope you enjoy the music <3<3<3

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released July 24, 2021

everything by lea
background vocals on the track 'magnus' performed by my friend luca who you can find on insta at @looka_Zoobieta

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