1. |
lea's theme
05:23
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lock it down...
keep it cool...
time loop...
keep me safe...
longing...
carry the scythe...
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2. |
maw
13:16
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when were you going to realize
you’re stuck in a past self’s disguise
all my life
spent sharing quiet words and shakes
look through all your past lives' mistakes
cant you see
this life’s too good too bad for me
all i want
is to live through the hell ive wrought
so let me fall
when were you going to make a change
when will this all go away
you know it cant
someday you’ll have to learn to live
someday you’ll know you cant quit
cant you see
this life’s too good too bad for me
all i want
is to live through the hell ive wrought
so let me fall
i want to go
somewhere far away
where i can fall
into the grass and bind the scars
where the sky’s a different shade
and my feet touch the ground
and i feel so at home
my heart feels so at home
i know i will
go so far but
i know my life
is visible but
question marks
make up margins
and every corner of my mind
facing truth and change
i know i want to reach this place
and i will
i know that i will
my heart knows that i will
i know i will
go so far but
i know my life
is visible but
let me fall, ill be fine
let me fall, ill be fine
this life's too good too bad for me
mirrors blurred
not for long
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3. |
rose
03:39
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there is no humanity in this place
there are only beings of unflinching will and strength
committed to themselves and each other
speaking different languages and all meaning the same thing
secretly wishing their strength was unneeded
all bearing witness to the changing unending tides
can you see it?
the rivers cut through everything here
their water is special
but not to anyone on the inside of the walls
here the water breathes life in these drifters
these beings who are blissfully lost
everyone here is destined to sink
for breathing underwater is what we all dream to do
but how is it even possible?
when the water is so cold
its like a javelin through my back
it pins me to the ground
it eats my breath it kicks at my knees and screams in my ears
it slithers down my neck and into my chest
i dont know why but im still drawn to it
the water is so cold
and yet
i find myself at the edge of a river
encouraged by patient peers
the time will come where i will be submerged in its waters
i will not drown i will not crack apart
i will flow
baptized and reborn
embracing my inhumanity
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4. |
wolfgirls
13:33
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i see the signs
im tearing through my life
so blissfully
i feel the bars
im shredding through the stars
so blissfully
i need to run
forever
i need to carve my name in
every tree ever cause
i need to let them know im…
maybe i wont cut my hair
to be a stranger at a glance
no more being a ghost
they will know just who i am
maybe they wont like what they see
but do i even really care
maybe this is all the shit
i need to go through to nowhere
i am myself
im digging up the lost time
your here to cut away blight
we struggle with the earthquakes
will we forget how to pray?
youre always there when i change everything
youre know to love when i change everything
its never really goodbye
its never really not night
i learned to love the darkness
you help me through all this
youre always there when i change everything
youre know to love when i change everything
i was so scared of changing everything
but am i really changing everything?
oh no time to think
on personal wealth
they’d rather see me dead
than see me myself
can you hear what im saying?
oh no need to cry
with the people by my side
hope you hear what i am saying...
i need to feel the present and
i need to carve my path in
every home forever
i need to show the world im...
i wont feel bad forever
i know there are brighter days and
people who make me feel better and
i love that they all know im...
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5. |
#fc95a8
15:42
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poison’s deep
the cure is hard
hard to find!
empty shell
filled with life
at one single touch
fabric, soft
cutting gently through my skin
just one shot
holy bullets
digging through my world of sin
take my soul
never thought i had one
anyway
was left to rot
in the cage
twisting fire
rendering
these hollow bones
(out of) reality
fades away
but your place
still feels like home to me
even then
if im gone
will i learn how to be
loving to
whatever stays
will mirrors chant my name
will you pray
for me soon
will i learn how to love you
i love you
i love me
im hunted
im hunting
is there a way to save face?
a hurricane blows down the walls
is my voice far too frayed
am i the one who must come out to play
after years of breathing smoke
you’re seeing right through me
the moon is flickering
reflected off cold teeth
the bite marks on my skin
draining blood and nothingness
the symptoms you cried to
were always a part of me
but you dont know
what is hiding
in these bones (i live for this)
so i’d better go
find a place
i belong (and be hunted)
the rain is pouring through
the cracks in the ceiling
the water pulls me down
but i am still breathing?
the pavement is drenched in
chalk drawings and broken dreams
the downpour’s relentless
it washes away everything
so live through the sting
or ill die
panicking (i live for this)
must wake with a start
sinking deep
in the dark (and be hunted)
ive slipped away from the chains
cold is a feeling so is the pain
i didnt fold but truthfully told
id rather be safe than brave
do you think you can ever be understood?
do you think theres comfort in what you took?
does that have to be decided by the cards?
can’t we be whatever we thought we are?
i drift down to the bottom of the sea
seeking shelter in someones arms
i sense your body’s
meshed with the dark
i wish you could take me in your fold
make my blood turn freezing cold
and tear my soul out through my eyes
a new worlds stretches ahead
i need to make myself
i need to make a home
dont think about the end
like you always have
just think about the time
that has been left
i know one day
you wont be so tired
i know that day
is now
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6. |
hunted
09:07
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the meadows are quiet
as blades of grass cut through
a gentle corpse
fallen in the glade
the stars and swords
lodged in their chest
rust from the venom
fall away
i know its not hopeless
to wake up every day
i know its hard to hunt
but you were gonna fall anyway
i know this road will swiftly cut me down (you knew this, didn't you?)
branches stretch like mandibles
i know i have the strength to resurrect (you knew this, didn't you?)
to live to die to become again
mirrors mouth the words
"i love you, i promise (you knew this, didn't you?)
we wont allow the suffering (gnawing)
to go on"
"its for the best for both of us
its the best for those you love (you knew this, didn't you?)
to show them who you
truly are"
cause ends are beginnings
to love
is to fall
set me free
oh!
i can run forever
i wont live off faded joy
i will sew the flowers
so you all know that i am
living in the moment
taking time to breathe in
telling friends i love them
cause they love that i am
if you fall youll be fine
if you fall i will love you
this path will not be easy
i know this
but its the path i forge
so i must smile
i wont bite down on this
fucking pain
anymore
i will walk to my future
and i will
rise!!!
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7. |
faen - bonus track
02:10
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